sulitnya meraih energy positive
2 kali hari ini saja, sudah dibilang.. “aneh banget sih kamu”. just because i am being me. dapet kabar ga enak dr rumah selagi otw ke kantor, sampe ktr sukses pula ditinggal sendirian. masya allah, betapa energy negatif sejak pagi mengundang energy negatif lainnya.
I should have known better, i knew that this will happen. but now, even the power to countered all, i don’t have. or to be exact, i don’t want to.
for me at this stage, people seems to move on the way they wanted to be. without even to look around and see how i feel about it. no ones truly understands what i expect and to some point, i don’t know whether my expectation is acceptable either.
to me at this point, everything is not in place. it’s like reading a manual but seeing all the spare parts missing. something is not right and i don’t know how to fix.
